thankful on thanks giving

i really dont have a clue on what to be thankfull for cause im losin some of my friends due to........ well ... due to me. i care i just dont want my friends to go and dis on me and be a bunch of haters cause i cant prevent it then whats the point of stayin. it was good this year at school now its gone straight to shit. and im left in the middle. god i hate this. i havent a clue what to do. but the upside to this is i have a little buddy at the house i can go home to see and i know he wont hate me no matter what i do. wouldnt it be so much eaasier if everyone was a dog then life would be simpler. i could be like the dog whisper but the dogs cant hate on me or speak or put in there stupid hurtful 2 cents.