bad days make you see clearer

i dont know what the topic is but im typing what i feel today and that is nttn. i have give up all emotions and no longer care about anything because when you care you get hurt and im tired of the pain . so not caring means i have nttn to hurt me. i know it prolly sounds emo but im not, i am just tired of every day life caring about things , cause now i have nttn to care about. ive lost my truck i lost all my possesions the only thing i even have to my name is the cloths on my back thats it. i lost my dog i lost getting to see good friends and hanging with them. ive lost alot and this may hurt them but its like what i said a while ago and its................ i dont care. it sounds crazy the guy every one goes to cuz i care even if its stupid or dramatic is no longer listening.just like obama said its time for change. so i end this blog with a goodbye emotions and goodbye eddie.