passwords and what u know

i dont know none of my friends passwords to be honest. and i really dont want to know them either due to the fact i have enough numbers memorized in my head as is so i really dont need no more to have to remember. but if i did i sure enough wouldnt use it or anything to harm my friends or any thing. whats there business is there businesss not mine so i dont care. but on another note though my day was awsome but also confusing. there are a couple of people that like me and all but i really dont know whom to pick. i know all of them and there ways but when it comes down to it there all the same really, or will all end up the same with me. im not really tired of playing the game of life but one day its gonna run out and im gonna be left alone i fear. so thats why i wanna find someone i can trust and can be with but right now im having a tough time deciding, so if any one out there that actually reads these blogs leave a comment on my situation and maybe ill find the answer im lookin forz. holla at u peeps l8ter